I’m sorry i hurt you. I’m sorry i used you, lied to you. You were 13 and i was so naive so stupid at 21. I know I’ll gain nothing by contacting you and asking for forgiveness. I just want you to know i regret everything that happend I’m so sorry i hope you’ve healed and revovered by now. No i never loved you it was lust it was twisted lust. No there was never another little girl before or after you. I’ve changed now im not the same person as before. But know that i will never recover from this guilt, my sickness unto death. I deserve this turmoil i deserve to suffer.
