I cheated on my girlfriend and it f****** hurts like no other thing I have ever been through, I miss her like f****** s*** so much and everything has painful memories on it. I don’t think we can be friends again given what I have done but I am upset every f****** minute of every f****** day because of what I miss and I am suffering alone because of what I’ve done. I’m under no illusion that I’m a bad person for what I did and it hurts me to my heart to not have her, I don’t love her anymore but I still have strong feelings towards her and I miss her but I gotta move on and try and keep my head level for exams.
