i broke up with my girlfriend of several years about three weeks ago. i wanted to take this time to work on myself, but now i’m down bad for a guy 5 years older than me. i feel guilty for moving on so quick, and its so frustrating because i know that even though we’re both adults, the gap is too big and nothing’s gonna come of it. i’m such a hypocrite, i’m acting like a gd child when i left her bc i felt she wasn’t matching my maturity level. still. i really like him, and i wish he could like me back
