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soooo a few weeks ago i slept with my homegirls bf and i know it sounds bad and honestly it really is i just have to get it off my chest. so basically we’re all juniors in high school and i’ve known this boy since since we were in elementary u know rugrats, codename kids next door like we was lil kids and i had a crush on his ugly self but the feelings was never reciprocated. so we’ve known each other for a VERY long time. now, he thought he was funny on some “i don’t date black girls” but he’s sitting over here with his lil half mexican a** 🤨 (i forgive him tho ik it was just his white side talking <3) nowww my bestie has been just that for as longgg as i remember like our moms had us togetherrr i’m talking 4 liferss so ofc we was destined to be friends too. so anyway all of us like my friend her boo thing and our other friend well call x was all there at this cute little restaurant and i’m sitting next to my friends boyfriend cus x wanna sit next to my bestie. i don’t have a problem besides the fact that he got a glow up and he’s so fine. i’m sorry for thinking this bc he’s a taken man but y’all. he is so fine. the glow up this man had. i’m so proud to say i liked him when he was ugly #notsuperficial. moving on, we’re all talking waiting for the food and guess what i feel on my thigh?? this mfs hand!!! he’s ALLL up in there rubbing an s*** and my first reaction was to look at him and i see his slick a** side eyeing me while bestie and x wasn’t looking. i don’t wanna toot my own horn but i got my own lil glow up too so maybe he was finally realizing what he missed but did it really have to be while he was dating my pre destined bffl?? i’m not gonna lie now, i don’t have a lot of self respect and u know ima pounce on the first man that look my way like i am popping this p**** for WHOever. so i give him a lil smile back and we all go back to talking while his hand still on my thigh. so fast forward cus ain’t nothin happen after that. we’re all goin home and bestie wants bf to come home with her cus she tryna get it awnnn but he’s sitting her nooo ima take (me) home she need a ride anywayyy this that and a third like he really tried itttt but she finally gave up and let him take me home. so u know ofc it’s a lil awkward cus my weird a** is NEVER letting go of the fact that he said that cute lil line back damn near 5 years ago like b****** say past is in the past no the past is keeping me up at night like it’s not funny

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