I have been trying to quit self a*** s***** for years and have gone periods without but I slipped tonight. I was just fed up with my bitchy wife and her silence treatment passive aggressive behavior so I went to the bathroom and slid a smooth shampoo bottle up my a**. I rubbed my prostate and I quickly started squirting a clear liquid that smelled like s**** but it wasn’t gooey. It felt so good to rub my gland and I loved it. I know it’s wrong but such a relief to have that clear liquid squirting out of my p****, oh so good. I know I need to put it past me and hopefully this is the last time. Please Jesus forgive me and help me be strong with your Holy Spirit, Amen
