I have secretly master bated to gay p*** for years. I loved it so much. I still do. I’m afraid ut has made me ED. And I don’t know how to fix it. I am ashamed to approach my partner for s** even though I want to the shame has me held tight. I do t even mastirbate I am a s***** explosion waiting to happen. God I’m so sorry I got out of control. I miss the joy of my own d***. Guilt is a f****** enemy to life.
