I made another post on here last year, but another guilt came out not long after that made me feel like absolute s***. At 17, I google searched “child p–n” in incognito and was on the tab for about 30 or so seconds before closing out of it. I didn’t see any kids doing the diddle but I still feel like s*** years later. I don’t like kids like that, I never had and never will. I was just curious what would pop up, and despite nothing bad coming out of it I still feel like it’ll come back and bite me in the a**. I want people to know my mistakes and that I’ve learned from it but I fear people will cancel me. I have a decent following on a couple of writing websites and don’t want them to all leave and boycott my stories cause of this while calling me a p***. I swear I’ve changed, I just think everyone else won’t think I have… Please, I’m not a bad person, just someone who made a s*** decision out of sheer stupidity…
