I wish I was not a pet parent. The happy dog/cat videos and stories of inspiring rescues are heartwarming, but they do no really convey the reality of

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I wish I was not a pet parent. The happy dog/cat videos and stories of inspiring rescues are heartwarming, but they do no really convey the reality of caring for a dog/cat. Ever since I had a cat (who then gave birth to two kittens, so three in total), most of my energy, money, mental health, and even my marriage are impacted. I love my cats, but I now realize that I don’t really have the capacity to properly care for them. I do my best – give them food, water, shelter, love – but it’s like the universe is screwing me up by making my cats sick. I already lost one three months ago, and it devastated me and my husband. And now, the other one has an illness too, and I have no idea how it happened despite of all care I gave them. It looks like all my efforts are for the a**. All I wanted was to give them a good home and make them feel loved.
And I feel so guilty, like I gave them a bad hand in making them part of our home. I couldn’t really care for them effectively, in spite of all my efforts, and they’re suffering because of me. :'(

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I am 41 and married. For the past several months, I have been having innocent lunches with a younger guy who calls on our company. Last month after lunch he said he needed to stop at his motel to pick up some packages he needed to mail. It was hot so he offered to leave the car running or I can go in and watch TV while he prepared the packages so I went in with him.. Once he finished the packages he turned and casually kissed me, but it quickly became very passionate and we ended up on the bed. I told him I didn’t want to do anything, but he ran his hand up my skirt quickly finding what he was interested in. I told him again I didn’t want to do anything but after another passionate kiss and what he was doing he embraced me saying it didn’t feel like I wasn’t interested in doing anything I told him that wasn’t it but that I couldn’t because I wasn’t on birth control and my husband had had a vasectomy and I didn’t want to take a chance of getting pregnant but by that time he had gotten me extremely aroused so I told him if he used a condom I would. When he said he didn’t have one I asked him why he would get me in that condition and not be prepared. All it took for him to convince me to have unprotected s** was to say he would buy me a morning after pill This s** was incredible with me having a massive o***** when I felt him c****** inside me. After that then stopping to get the Plan B making up the excuse for why I was an hour late getting back to work from lunch wasn’t very convincing so I took a lot of ribbing from the other girls in the office. Then a week later when my period was due it didn’t come. I figured the pill had messed up my cycle but after another week I took a pregnancy test and despite taking the Plan B, I had gotten pregnant I haven’t told him yet but I’m going to need his help in getting an abortion to save my marriage.