I am 42 and married. My husband completely trusts me. About a year ago, his best friend, Mark, moved back to town after a divorce. We both went to high school with him and ran in some of the same circles but neither were actually friends. Ill confess i sort of had a crush on him back then. Mark is a masseuse, very handsome, and obviously works out. When he got settled, he opened up a parlor in a town 20 miles away in the next town, but offered my husband and I free massages for every reference we gave him. So we’ve both been going for at least 11 months. My first 3 visits were normal massages, and Mark if VERY good. I noticed he’s overly friendly and a real charmer – maybe even flirty with me in the beginning. About my fourth massage, I almost felt a draft and thought the sheet maybe was drapped just below my a** cheeks. I felt me might could see my cooch if he really tried, since I am normally n***, but I just let it go. It was a little exciting, actually. As time went on, things progressed with each visit. For instance, obviously exposing my n****** when adjusting the sheet, actually not covering me and watchinf me flip to my back, exposing everything, or letting his hands go down the cheeks of my a**, almost cupping them. I never protested or acted offended, so it continued to progress and i continued to be turned on by him. Fast forward to now. Basically, my massages are me being completely n*** and no sheet. He puts oil on my breasts, massaging and pinching my n******. The last time, I allowed him to rub my clitorus and finger me until I came and I sucked his c***, and swallowing his c**. We haven’t fucked yet, yesterday decided I wasn’t going back before we actually did. I’m thinking about confessing to my husband and telling him everything. I’m certain he will leave me, and maybe even try to kill Mark. Mark is the only other man that has even seen me naked other than my husband.