dang.. I want to study the right way but things are not going well for me.
Yesterday I lied to Jeff my husband about a car accident and backed up the traffic. Actually, I seen Steve our favorite pizza delivery guy. We stopped at the park. We found a parking spot way in the back side of the lot. For a q u i c k i e. He put his sausage in my sausage bun. And gave it two squirts of his special sauce. Took little longer for the second squirt. Then I ran a finger through his special sauce for a taste. Then I smiled at him for an approval. I then kissed him goodbye and said this was great let’s do this again.
Yesterday I once again went looking for p********** online. And I saw the most evil type of p********** there is. I don’t understand why I went looking for it. Nothing I see turns me on. I kept playing with my p**** as I clicked on images. Nothing I saw was s******* arousing but I played with myself anyway. I didn’t have a hard-on or anything. I finally came with a soft d***. Simply because I was playing with it. Not because of anything I saw online. I went to some chat rooms and I said some things that were evil too. And they certainly weren’t true! Just sick fantasy! I have no idea why I chose to do it. But I have to stop doing it ever again! Please pray for me!!!
