I ended up getting seriously addicted to porn, sex, masturbation. The idea of someone loving and appreciating me physically after I spent my whole life

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I ended up getting seriously addicted to p***, s**, m***********. The idea of someone loving and appreciating me physically after I spent my whole life being abused physically and emotionally, neglected, you name it. I was bullied for my appearance, my voice, everything, so maybe the idea of someone or something loving me in *some* way appealed to me, but I was consuming and doing really messed up things to get off, because it was the only comfort I had. I was young, in middle school, early high school, and I would never EVER do these things again but it f****** keeps me awake at night. I wish I could forget about it. I never hurt anyone, only myself, but even then, I just never know if I can forgive myself. I hope one day I can.

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I live in a two story house. The house beside is a one story rental. A young couple moved in. She is gorgeous. I see her in tiny nighties and mas turbate.

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Last year I had se.x with my friends girlfriend. They broke up not long ago, but not because of that. He still doesn’t know what we did. I’m not going to lie, the first time we did it I lasted about 30 seconds before I eja.culated inside her. She’s just so fu.c.king beautiful, it was like my di.ck wanted to fill her with sp.erm before she had a chance to change her mind. After the first time I was able to go two more rounds and last much longer. I even made her c.um a couple of times. She spent the night in my bed and we had s.ex again in the morning. Yes, I feel fu.cking guilty about it, but I didn’t think their relationship would last anyway (I was right) and we just have a natural chemistry. I hope she doesn’t tell him out of spite. Believe it or not, I really like my friend and I want to stick with him. Thank you for giving me a chance to get this off my chest.