im so deeply unhappy in my relationship. but i cant leave. my fiancee is disabled, his family is horribly abusive, i take care of him and i love him dearly and refuse to leave him. he’s my whole world. but taking care of him is straining me. im so unsatisfied. my bedroom life is nonexistant. my social life is nonexistant. im unable to do anything by myself or have any alone time. i almost wish we never met because then i wouldnt have fallen so deeply into a love that i cannot ever get out of. i feel trapped and i have no escape. i feel terrible because i truely love him, and he loves me, but this relationship is killing me.
