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i dont know if anyone feels the same way as me?

so my country is being ravaged by covid… as is most of the world… so most of my extra curricular programmes are online

i had to do a group discussion/presentation just now and for some reason im just… not comfortable sitting around my family when doing school things

but my family prefers me to sit near them when i do work and they said they wouldnt be annoyed even if i did have to talk a lot, which i appreciate

but i still feel very uncomfortable and i just cant talk or behave naturally knowing that theyre sitting very close to me and probably listening to what im saying… not about the content of what im saying, it just feels very stressful and unnatural to have them sitting there and listening. honestly, its not specific to my family- had ANYONE been there, regardless of how close i am to them, i would have felt unnatural and awkward.

so i moved up to my own room but i think my family is all pissed and maybe a little hurt

im just wondering? am i being an a******? should i just have stayed there even tho it might have made me kind of uncomfortable? bc i dont want them to be angry or sad or anything… im just trying my best

any advice would be really appreciated thank u

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