there was this boy i had a crush on in 6th grade and i was so obsessed with him i would wake up in the morning thinking about how i would see him at school and i would go to bed thinking about him and i used to actually be friends with him when he was undesirable to say the least and that’s when i started liking him but anyway after the summer from 6 to 7 grade we stopped talking and that year i came back obviously and i saw him and just fell straight in love with homeboy so anyway over the course of like 1 year i found out his home address, phone number, birthday, middle name (thought it was good enough to include), all of his family members names, extended family, friends of family, slept with his brother in 10th grade who was a junior, befriended his brother JUST FOR HIM, oh and in 8th grade everyone found out about my crush on him and i was just broken i tried to kill myself unsuccessfully obviously about 3 times. this kid was my reason for living and seeing how he doesn’t even want to look at me anymore hurts me. i used to go ride my bike to his house weekly just to see him. i didn’t do anything over the top like break into his house but anyway idk i just think it’s funny like these girls in my english class were talking about him and i was thinking like damn what u know bout him. oh well just wanted to get that off my chest lolz