I masturbated repeatedly and I used mind projection indicating to women where I work and otherwise that I’m a sissy boy who likes women to s******* me with strap-on dildos and real penises on women and for them to have me s*** the dildos and penises on them while I wear women’s clothing and I made s******* submissive noises, facial expressions and I indicated to the the women where I work that I was m*********** to thoughts of huge groups of women where I work having me take their penises in my mouth and up my b******* while I wear g-string p****** while they tell me I’m a little homosexual and I used profanity and I was lazy insensitive unloving unmerciful unforgiving irresponsible procrastinating ungodly immature pathetic goofy flirtatious lustful hypocritical and I was selfish disrespectful tyrannical prideful arrogant self-righteous faithless I lied and I was afraid anxious worried and paranoid