I masturbated used mind projection and I was selfish hipocrytical prideful arrogant boastful tyrannical defensive argumentative gossipping impatient disrespectful immature irresponsible ungodly lustful flirtatious I overreacted was angry disrespectful I lied I was lazy insensitive unloving unmerciful unforgiving I had violent thoughts worldly sorrow resentment I complained passed judgement against others I disrespected my elders was afraid anxious faithless worried paranoid argumentative goofy I felt pathetic awkward oversexed feminine disgusting embarrassed and I was self rightous and I had a martyr like attitude
