oh god forgive me I felt h**** and s*** and thought of asking several female same s** friends for s***** fun in my child hood and teens and now I feel queer that I had thoughts like that occasionally. I only got them now and then not often , well as I got older it was less and less and now only say once every decade or less. is this a normal fleeting thought . to think “can I ask for s** from a same s** friend” or other s** things?
