To the cat that never got enough love I am sorry I failed to care for you and protect you. I loved you since you were left on my doorstep and abandoned by

5 years

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To the cat that never got enough love I am sorry I failed to care for you and protect you.
I loved you since you were left on my doorstep and abandoned by your mother.
I gave you all the food and pleasures I could afford you

But as years passed I got busy with school and I never played with you anymore
You were grown and an adult
And I thought we would be fine
Just as all the other strays that eventually left my house after they got older
I thought you had left

When covid came I continued to neglect seeing you and just fed you food whenever I went outside
I believed that you would be fine
Just like the rest of the cats

Im sorry I couldn’t do much for you

and today you came back
weak and dying

I should have known when I saw you a few weeks, all thin and weak that you were sick
but I feigned ignorance
I was too selfishly engrossed in my own school work
I thought you’d heal on your own

I’m sorry for ignoring your calls
I’m sorry I didn’t play with you
I’m sorry I ignored your call for help

Words can do no justice to how betrayed you must felt by me
Words can do no justice to save you anymore

I am beaten I am sad I am broken
I am guilty

Today you lied down next to the car, on the cold hard cement
I came to see you for the first time in a while
And you tried to look at me with your weak eyes

You were badly badly sick

I wanted to stay with you
I wanted to give you the warmest hug I can offer but I can’t I’m sorry my love
I’m terribly terribly terribly sorry
I love you I love you
You are enough

I wish in another life
You’d have a better future
A better home
A more loving owner
A caring owner

My heart aches as I think how lonely you must have felt
Having no one beside you as you lied dead

I failed you

New Confession

Want to hear about some demented people?
The Police and Guards of Oshawa and some others would and still do hit things and try to extort Ausint Eady into “Behaving” and doing what they wanted/want him to. Theydid so for years becuase he made some notes for women that said it was fine for him to (Whatever sense that makes along wiht the rest of their actions)

They know they diagnosis of schizoprhenia for beliving that police guards and neighbours + other randoms were/are doing things to bother him makes it not count really and is totally fake since there’s no paranoia in things actually happening.
He can sue the christ out fo them for what thye do but he chooses not to for some reason.

Ohyeah and their main method of botheirng now is some fake a** like throat clear / cough

Now what sounds more demented and schizophrenic and like they have an actual condition to you, me or the police, guards and randoms that shoudl be doing mroe with their lives isntead of trying to affect mine?

They’re the ones somehwo seeing things in nothing and seem to be hearing things.

It’s wonder any of these pieces of s*** have jobs

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