To the cat that never got enough love I am sorry I failed to care for you and protect you. I loved you since you were left on my doorstep and abandoned by

5 years

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To the cat that never got enough love I am sorry I failed to care for you and protect you.
I loved you since you were left on my doorstep and abandoned by your mother.
I gave you all the food and pleasures I could afford you

But as years passed I got busy with school and I never played with you anymore
You were grown and an adult
And I thought we would be fine
Just as all the other strays that eventually left my house after they got older
I thought you had left

When covid came I continued to neglect seeing you and just fed you food whenever I went outside
I believed that you would be fine
Just like the rest of the cats

Im sorry I couldn’t do much for you

and today you came back
weak and dying

I should have known when I saw you a few weeks, all thin and weak that you were sick
but I feigned ignorance
I was too selfishly engrossed in my own school work
I thought you’d heal on your own

I’m sorry for ignoring your calls
I’m sorry I didn’t play with you
I’m sorry I ignored your call for help

Words can do no justice to how betrayed you must felt by me
Words can do no justice to save you anymore

I am beaten I am sad I am broken
I am guilty

Today you lied down next to the car, on the cold hard cement
I came to see you for the first time in a while
And you tried to look at me with your weak eyes

You were badly badly sick

I wanted to stay with you
I wanted to give you the warmest hug I can offer but I can’t I’m sorry my love
I’m terribly terribly terribly sorry
I love you I love you
You are enough

I wish in another life
You’d have a better future
A better home
A more loving owner
A caring owner

My heart aches as I think how lonely you must have felt
Having no one beside you as you lied dead

I failed you

New Confession

Today I wake up it’s day three since my capture. Been held in this basement for today the third day with no sign of when I’ll be released. My name is Jake I’m 20 years old. Nothing like this has ever happened to me before. I was nabbed from a store round. This person seems to have no soul or compassion. He brought me here and has held me for three days completely naked.
This place looks like it was set up to hold people for periods of time. He has a fetish with preteen children, he befriends them, grooms them and trains them to aid in his bidding. They show up randomly in couples or small groups and as many ae twelve at a time.
He is a control freak and forces me to say whatever he wants me to say. Apparently he’s recording what he is doing to hopefully maintain my silence of what he’s done. I may seem rational to you but it’s because I’m writing from past history. But then, at the moment, I was so f****** scared I would do absolutely anything to get out of there. I finally got out by convincing him that I agreed with everything he was doing. He literally forced me to j******* in front of those kids until I came and I was to yell out how I liked that he forced me to because I was scared of him. He was turned on by the way the kids laughed at me. And that he caused it. I heard a boy say to another something about how many they’ve seen be a coward like that before. My people I’m warning you be aware this can happen to anybody, this nut isn’t racist nor judge mental. Everyone or anyone is fair game I’ve heard of different people and different states. Don’t walk alone men between 20 – 50.

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