I love my wife but I cheat on her roughly once a month with different escorts. I take a risk every time both with my health and with possibly losing my job. We have a seven year old and it pains me that I am doing this to his mother. I love them so much but I have no self control. These desires take a control of me. Throughout the day, I am constantly looking at e***** sites looking to meet strangers. I have spent thousands of dollars to could have went to my family but instead goes to my sinful actions. I do not know how to stop this and I am taking more and more risks to for fill my s***** desires. Please forgive me and my selfish acts. Please don’t punish my son for my sins. I want to get better god and I am sorry.
