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Over the summer about a year ago I was with a girl at my local park, we were hanging out and we eventually got really close to each other and as time went on we got really touchy with one another. At this point we were extremely close and were comfortable doing that sort of stuff together, then one day she said she was uncomfortable but we kept going. The next day she calls me and tells me how she feels like I defiled her and for some reason even through I felt like I did nothing wrong to this day it doesn’t sit right with me. Looking back at it I was in a terrible place and I still can’t live it down in any way shape or form. Do I really deserve this feeling of despair thinking that I ruined this persons life even though they forgave me for this “thing” that I did but didn’t forget it either?

Please help I don’t know how to even feel about this anymore, this recently got brought back up and it pains me more as every day passes; I feel less that human and I honestly feel like I deserve it, do I?

New Confession

One afternoon while out on the road doing my drive by occupancy inspections of properties, I pulled off at one of them to take several photos during a stop to gather information.

It was very hot out and and wanting to stay cool, I chose to dress lightly that day wearing just my short black mini skirt with no p****** and a short sleeve top to deflect heat.

I had just gotten out of my car and bent over for a moment to grab my camera and I suddenly let out a Huge Fart without feeling it coming and instantly started Peeing down my legs uncontrollably.

It caught me off guard, I had no idea I needed to go but I simply couldn’t control it because it was gushing out so fast.

So I looked around and made sure nobody could see and I squatted down quickly….bad idea. Now I started pooping and farting while I peed loudly all over the ground and made a mess of my feet.

Good thing I had a supply of toilet paper with me because I sat there relieving myself for a what seemed like an eternity.

Finally I finished going and wiped myself then stood back up and grabbed my camera and walked over to snap a few photos, still Farting randomly on and off every few steps.

And just as the last couple photos were taken, I started Peeing again a second time. So, again unable to stop it, I just walked back over to my car Farting Loudly with every step while pee ran down my legs.

I spread my legs as far as I could and I stood there Peeing myself for another several minutes. I was honestly surprised by this, it had never happened like this before.

A strange day for sure. Eventually I finished peeing with another Big Fart and got back in my car to move onto my next stop.

Long story short, this pattern continued all day long at every stop I went to. SonI just kind of accepted it and tried to work despite it.

Now? It’s kind of a daily thing I just deal with. But I gotta admit, the feeling of peeing myself while working kind of feels good. Never thought of it that way before.

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