I played with someone’s feelings who I really loved.
I bought a huge d**** 12inches long and 6inch girth for my wife. It came in and she was scared to use it. What I didn’t tell her and haven’t told her was i actually bought it for me. I’m a closet sissy and I haven’t told her this. I put on womens clothes and lock up my little p**** and worship that b******** c*** while she is away at work until I make myself c** from riding it.
Yesterday I once again went looking for p********** online. And I saw the most evil type of p********** there is. I don’t understand why I went looking for it. Nothing I see turns me on. I kept playing with my p**** as I clicked on images. Nothing I saw was s******* arousing but I played with myself anyway. I didn’t have a hard-on or anything. I finally came with a soft d***. Simply because I was playing with it. Not because of anything I saw online. I went to some chat rooms and I said some things that were evil too. And they certainly weren’t true! Just sick fantasy! I have no idea why I chose to do it. But I have to stop doing it ever again! Please pray for me!!!
