I masturbated and I used mind projection indicating to women where I work clients and otherwise that I’m a sissy boy who likes women to give me s******* dildos up my b******* and watch me engage in homosexual activities with their husbands while they watch while I wear women’s clothing. And I was selfish hipocrytical prideful arrogant immature irresponsible ungodly lustful flirtatious gossipping impatient lazy insensitive unloving irresponsible goofy awkward feminine oversexed disgusting pathetic devisive and wicked