I masturbated and I used mind projection indicating to women where I work female clients and otherwise that I’m a sissy boy who likes women to give me strap-on dildos up my b******* while I wear women’s clothing and p****** and engage in homosexual activity with their husbands while they watch and I was selfish hipocrytical prideful arrogant immature irresponsible ungodly lustful flirtatious lazy insensitive unloving unmerciful unforgiving irresponsible faithless decietful afraid worried paranoid I felt pathetic goofy awkward feminine oversexed and disgusting and ignorant