I was just rejected by one of my best friends who ive had a crush on for 2 years now who also happened to be my gay awakening.
It took me ages and ages to rack up the courage to tell her and i did my makeup nicely and put nice clothes/jewellery etc on and rlly made an effort and we went for a walk and i told her a i had a crush on her.
She thought i was joking bc she then started saying ‘oh yeah me too lol’ as a joke etc. but i told her i wasnt joking and then it was a bit awkward bc she told me she was going on a date ltr today. We then went to buy flowers for this girl shes dating.
I kinda feel like i fucked up our friendship and it s****.
I dunno how im gonna get over her tbh.
