I was angry prideful arrogant boastful tyrannical defensive argumentative gossipping impatient disrespectful had worldly sorrow resentment passed judgement against others had violent thoughts complained I lied was flirtatious ungodly lustful lazy insensitive unloving unmerciful unforgiving irresponsible procrastinating immature worried anxious paranoid argumentative defensive I felt pathetic goofy awkward oversexed feminine and I was self rightous and I had a martyr like attitude