ITS A GUILT OF A LAST TWO -THREE YEARS THAT BROUGHT ME HERE .
I WAS DYING AND SHOUTING INSIDE ME TO TELL SOMEONE THIS BUT U KNOW PEOPLE ALWAYS JUDGE YOU ,AND LEAVE YOU FEEL MISERABLE,
SO HERE IT GOES,I WAS VERY GOOD STUDENT SINCE I FIRST WENT TO SCHOOL,ALWAYS EXCELLED IN CLASS ,KNEW EVERYTHING THAT HAD BEEN COMPLETED IN CLASS,WAS A BLUE EYED BOY IN EVERYONE’S EYE.
MY PARENTS WERE ALWAYS VERY PROUD OF ME,AND THE FEELING THAT I WAS ABLE TO GIVE HAPPINESS AND SATISFACTION TO MY PARENTS WAS THE BEST FEELING FOR ME ,THIS HAPPENED TILL CLASS 10.IN CLASS 11 THINGS WENT COMPLETELY ANTIPARALLEL, I WAS WORKING HARD THIS TIME TOO ,BUT WAS UNABLE TO FIGURE OUT WHAT WENT WRONG ,SAME HAPPENED IN CLASS 12, I BECAME A BELOW AVERAGE STUDENT IN THESE 2 YEARS,THINGS WERE GOING SO WRONG AND I WAS CRYING LIKE LITERALLY EVERYDAY THAT IM UNABLE TO MAKE MY PARENTS PROUD NOW.NOW THEY ARE FEELING SHAME IN THE SOCIETY BECAUSE OF ME
AFTER THIS I TOOK 2 YRS DROP FOR MY JEE PREPARATION BUT COULDNT CLEAR EVEN JEE MAINS.’I WAS SO SHATTERED AFTER ALL THIS ,FROM THE LAST 4 YEARS I WAS LIKE IN A COMPLETE DARK,THESE 4 YRS WERE SO DARK IN MY LIFE ,AND LATER DID I KNEW THAT I WAS NOT CONCENTRATED TOWARDS MY STUDIES AS I EARLIER WAS,I WAS JUST WORKING ROUND THE CLOCK WITHOUT WORKING SMART ,
TODAY I AM IN MY SECOND SEM,NEXT MONTHS THERE IS MY END SEM EXAMS GOING TO BE HELD.
AND I PLEDGE THAT FROM NOW ONWARDS I WILL PUT ALL MY SOUL AND PLAN OUT EVERYHTING NEEDED AND I WILL WORK AND GIVE MY 100 PERCENT EACH DAY TO BE THE BEST VERSION OF MYSELF,AND I WILL LEAVE EVERTYHING THAT HINDERS MY PATH OF ACHIEVING GREATNESS ,BE IT REALTIONSHIPS,SOCIAL SITES,SMARTPHONES,JUNK FOODS,WRONG MINDSET,LAZINESS ,,,I AM GOING TO GET RID OF EVERYTHING WRONG IN ME…
