I was angry hipocrytical prideful arrogant boastful tyrannical defensive argumentative gossipping impatient had worldly sorrow resentment passed judgement against others was faithless anxious worried paranoid I was immature irresponsible ungodly lustful flirtatious lazy insensitive unloving unmerciful unforgiving unprofessional I lied was self rightous and I had violent thoughts and a martyr like attitude