My therapist has been making me perform oral s** on him to stay out of the treatment center.
I was in the stress center before for a few days but never as a long term inpatient stay.

He is said to be one of the best with helping victims of assault. I told him everything. We were making progress. I cried a lot but I managed to tell him everything. He said I had to remember everything. I did it. We meet three times a week.

He said it will help me with my s** life if I remembered what my r***** did while I have s**.
I didn’t know that he recorded me. Now he puts on a recording of a past session, while I lick and s*** on his erection until he has an o*****. He makes me swallow it all and then lick his erection clean. Then he makes me talk about how it feels to s*** on his erection. He said it’s good to help me get over my r*** and get back to normal. He says I am making good progress.

He said my r*** is behind me and I have to accept it. I have to internalize it. He said we are going to have s** and I have to tell what my r***** did to me when we have s** so I can stabilize.

He said he could have me put away if I can’t be normal, but he’ll come visit me in the institution. I am afraid if I tell he will have me locked away.