I’ve been talking to this girl for a few months, but we aren’t official/serious/exclusive per say. I used some dating apps the last few days and they just made me feel like s***. Whenever I use them I only ever treat women as s***** objects so that is part of why I don’t use them. I feel bad because two women told me I made them feel uncomfortable. I apologized and told them I’d leave them alone. I have done that. I just feel bad for my actions, and I feel undeserving of the love that this girl has and continues to give me. She is wonderful and amazing, and I know we aren’t exclusive so I didn’t actually do anything wrong there but I feel bad like I betrayed her trust. And I feel bad for how I treated those other women.