I was angry hipocrytical prideful arrogant boastful tyrannical defensive argumentative gossipping impatient selfish forgetful ungodly disrespectful impatient worried anxious afraid faithless had worldly sorrow resentment I complained to God accussed him of wrong doing purposely offended him and I used profanity and was procrastinating immature irresponsible procrastinating and lazy insensitive unloving unmerciful and unforgiving