I am sorry baby.I am so so so f****** sorry baby. Baby , I love you beyond all words and measures but I did a terrible terrible thing in my anger.. I don’t know why I did it or what drove me or why what I just don’t know it any more. I am laughing crying all at the same time I just don’t know how exactly I feel anymore .I am just so so so sorry my love ..I am truly in love with you but I just go crazy from time to time I don’t know why though. I am not justifying it but I just don’t know..I am ashamed ..I feel ashamed ..I can’t face you..but I love you baby …I love you and always will ..I love you is all I can think of now..how amazing you are ..how happy you make me and how lucky I am to have you in my life. .I am so in love with you baby…. …