I was angry hipocrytical prideful arrogant boastful tyrannical defensive argumentative gossipping disrespectful impatient had worldly sorrow resentment passed judgement against others I lied used profanity I complained to God accussed him of wrong doing I was lazy insensitive unloving unmerciful unforgiving lustful flirtatious I had a martyr like attitude I was anxious worried paranoid and I indicated to a co-worker of the opposite s** who is a boss of mine and possibly half my age or younger that I would marry her and that I’ve been crying by myself because I know that I can’t be with her and I felt embarrassed awkward insecure pathetic humiliated and unprofessional irresponsible ungodly and immature