I think because of my weird and awkward behavior my roommate thinks I have a crush on them or something and because of that I think they have been avoiding me. I feel guilty about this because I don’t like the idea that I made them so uncomfortable they felt the need to avoid me. This could all just be in my head, I mean they seem like they lead a very busy life but if they really are avoiding me I’m seriously gonna have a hard time not feeling guilty. I’m really awkward and weird and I say weird stuff sometimes. I think I’m going to move out so I don’t embarrass myself further.
