I was little around 5 and my friend show me what she found on her siblings phone and it was p*** and it was step-bro stuff and I thought that’s what u did with family cause I was little and had no idea what insest was. So I made my lil brother lick my private area only 2 times and i want to liget kill myself for it I hate myself for it I want to die I was to die I want to die cause of it I will never forgive myself and everyday I’m thinking about what I have done and hoping I can forget it one day of old age but that’s the thing ion if I’ll ever make it to being old cause I might kill myself before I’m old cause I’m pariniod that he will rember and let’s not forget his autistic 😭
