I have unwanted sexual thoughts about virtually everyone, especially when I'm anxious. I only told one person, because I'm afraid that if I tell anyone

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I have unwanted s***** thoughts about virtually everyone, especially when I’m anxious. I only told one person, because I’m afraid that if I tell anyone else, they will be uncomfortable around me or not understand that I mean thoughts instead of intentions. Sometimes I get really uncomfortable around people because of it. What’s weird is that I’m not attracted to most of the people I’ve had the thoughts about. It’s like my mind, when anxious, invents the kind of thoughts that disturb me the most. I’ve heard of a form of OCD which sounds like what I’m describing, but I haven’t been diagnosed with that so I’m still just disturbed and confused about my thoughts.

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The young, muscular maintenance man was inspecting apartments that week. I knew he was coming to mine the next morning. I always was curious about black men and I decided to stay home from work that day. I put on a short skirt and thigh highs with no p******. When he came to the door, he was all smiles. I was going to tease him to see how far it would go. I sat on the couch as he was checking the smoke alarm. As we talked ,I spread my legs and gave him a peak of my shaved pink. That was all it took. He came to me and and pulled off my dress. He layed me back down as he dropped his pants. He was r***** me and I loved it. He spread my legs and pushed his large, engorged c*** into me. I never had such a huge d*** inside me before. I begged him to stop but after 5 minutes of adjusting to his size, I begged him to f*** me good. He did. I came so many times. It was everything I imagined and more. I have an intense s** routine with him now when he’s available.

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The day they broke up me and him started sexting and hooking up. Eventually we ended up dating and we broke up and he immediately move on to the next girl. You lose them how you gain them. I feel so horrible. Now I know the feeling of betrayal and I 100% deserve it. Do not feel sympathy for me i knew what I was getting into but it still hurts oh it hurts so bad. I was a bad friend and I wish I could go back in time to fix everything. Im so sorry to the people I’ve hurt and lost because of my actions. I thought i finally found true love. How foolish of me. Anyways don’t be a bird brain b**** like me!!