I'm so close, the gun is right there, the bullets are right there. "You shouldn't leave a gun lying around." I want to say to him. I know it's in case

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I’m so close, the gun is right there, the bullets are right there. “You shouldn’t leave a gun lying around.” I want to say to him. I know it’s in case something happens. But this is my way of saying to hide it so I don’t kill myself whenever I’m home alone again. I was so close last time. I didn’t load it, I just held it against my chin, the release it would bring me, the pain would be over. I was about to load it. Then I saw you pull in the driveway. I chickened out. I’m such a coward.

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It’s getting worse now I’m receiving calls from guys warning me about going by a certain area then in graphic detail he describes what’s due to happen and it’s horrible knowing what is coming before it does and how you’re going to suffer through it. Some people find it hallarious and welcome it, while some of us go through the details of the fear and direction of humiliation knowing you have no control power over s*** but know it’s guaranteed to happen. Your d*** is the star from beginning to end and the words of degration are pummeling with embarrassment. Being manhandled against your will in the middle of a crowded park. Some of the people there know you personally. They looked up to you as a model friend and now your reputation is being distinguished. No longer looked up for but down at. Damn!

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