I shouldn’t have left you. I didn’t know you were at your lowest and I blame myself for that every single day. I should’ve known. I should’ve been better. I would’ve found a way to deal with the guilt from my parents if only I knew how bad of a position you were in. I’m eternally sorry. I pray one day you are able to truly forgive me for it. I love you for eternity my little baby kevin. I never forgot how much you said you loved string cheese, pizza, and fruits. I love you.