I barely passed my GCSEs. Everyone in my year group (that I’ve spoken to (which is at least most of them)) has done better than me. I go to a really expensive school on a sort of mini-scholarship. I feel really bad for costing my mum all that money and letting down the people who gave me my scholarship. But at the same time, I have a lot of mental health issues that I’m not getting any help with. And even then, part of meis just mad that I’m trying to make excuses for myself.