im 15 now and i regret what i did,
when i was 10, 11 or 12 i introduced my little sister who was 6, 7 or 8 at a time to giving a b******, i told her to put my d*** in my mouth and i thought it felt amazing. but ever since then ive been s******* abusing her until she started to cry and i have never felt this much guilt.
im super disgusted at myself and want to change, i want to tell everyone i know what i did but i just cant. everytime i see her i feel guilt and remorse because all those memories flash back. im a disgusting human being and she does forgive me but i still dont feel good especially after what i did to her.
im so sorry to my parents, friends and my sister. if i never had the idea it wouldnt be like this.
