Recently I had a strange dream about someone I used to have a crush on, and now I think that old crush has resurfaced (I mean it probably resurfaced

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Recently I had a strange dream about someone I used to have a crush on, and now I think that old crush has resurfaced (I mean it probably resurfaced earlier than that but idk). Here’s the catch, I currently have a crush on someone else, or at least I think. We flirt with each other constantly and I would definitely not have a problem hooking up with him, but there is a thought that has been stuck in the back of my head for almost a year now. “Do I really have a crush on him or am I just bored?” as-well as “Do I still have a crush on (insert old crush here?” I have really gotten myself into a predicament haven’t I?

I am so s*** at managing and identifying my emotions, not to mention I am constantly ignoring my intuition which just confuses me more. I feel a little guilty because I am having trouble distinguishing whether or not I truly have feelings or I’m just playing with these guys. Like??????

I hate being a dumb b**** it’s rough smh. Both of them know about the other, and I told them that I’ve totally had a crush on them once before but I never said when or if I still did. I wonder how they feel.

Anyway I just needed and outlet to address this so my brain will actually get to thinking instead of being ‘no thoughts head empty” ya’know?

If you read this give me your thoughts I’m curious, and I low-key probably need some help.

New Confession

I was 14 for my first television show and on the side stage before going on camera one day the producer’s son that was 8 years old came up to me dragged up a chair and started hugging me and kissing me for righteously and started massaging my d*** and continued until it ejaculated and then he put my hand on his d*** which was very hard and then moved my hand up and down and I gave him a throbbing o***** as well we continue that for the rest of our lives and moved to Italy when he was 14 and got married I’m 20 years later we would not have it any other way but the point of this message is he chose that at 8 years old and it’s not regretted a moment of it and neither have I when we spent the night together he enjoyed f****** me and became one of the smartest people in his class…… He would spend the night with me on a night before filming and then later I stayed in his suite at his home and he began f****** me at 9 years old and had the most beautiful sounds of ecstasy his mother would come in and say you boys don’t stay up too late now as his d*** was throbbing in me….. After we were together about 6 months he had two other brothers and he said could we help them have o***** so he let them f****** as they had no one to give them o*****…… They were so incredibly beautiful …. Robbie showed them how to f****** from the rear and how to lubricate the p**** and they watched until they completed o***** and then the next one took his turn while the other two stood by with hard dicks throbbing even though they had just completed f****** me they both kissed my heart throbbing d*** as they went back to their own rooms Robbie took care of my d*** after they left and drank everything and became a part of me later with his first e********** as he was f****** me I became a part of him through The years our passion and love for each other have never stopped that is why I cannot identify with the control people want to have over what boys do with their d*** and who they can give it to and what they can do with it it’s a part of who they are it helps them become who they are meant to be

Related Confessions

When Harry was in prison. I went with some coworkers for a birthday party at a local restaurant. One to many beers later. Feeling along and wanted some excitement. I hooked up with one of their customers. I didn’t take him home he didn’t take me home. We done the deed on an air mattress in the back of his Ford explorer. Hey I’m 42 and not 17. I will say this guy had a very nice Bratwurst. That completely overfilled Harry’s under used playground equipment. The event ended somewhere around 2 am with a knock on the back window. When one of my besties was wanting to leave because she was driving. I then kissed his Bratwurst goodnight.