i went to some chat rooms the other day. Another adult wanted to rp. she wanted to pretend that she was a little girl and wanted me to make out with her. So i typed a diolog pretending to make out with her. she insisted that i call her ‘baby girl’ through out the diolog. (I have no idea why this was important to her.) But it was a one sided rp. her participation in it was to say ‘o.k.’ when it got to the ‘good’ part; she stoped talking all together.
I do not know why i agreed to do this perverse rp. because everthing that i said did absolutely nothing to turn me on! it was perverse! and disgusting! I have no idea if she got off or not.
I now feel a lot of guild and shame for doing it! wont happen again! I have properly chastised myself with my belt. (40 lashes. as hard as i can hit myself.) I pray that God will forgive me for doing it.
with modern technology being the way that it is: you would think that they could eradicate all p*** from the internet without any problem. so why havent they done it? for example: if they do not want people looking at child p***: why dont they make it impossible to find child p*** on the internet? or any other type of p*** for that matter! they could sure stop a lot of problems if they did!
