You’re a sucker for punishment

When your head is clear, if you ever get over it, and look back, maybe you’ll gan back enough self respect and worth to realize you were used by a s***** person and they never gave much of a s*** about you either.

I’m sure you can can look at the situation now, the circumstances, what brought you together and you don’t need time, you know, but your in denial.

So what will happen is time will go on and on and on, and you will get more and more discouraged, and lower and lower and then before you know it, you’ll be bitter and angry, and you should be. Ghosting hurts. It’s one of the worst things especially if you care as much as you obviously do. Look it up because she will give you a bit here and there, sporadically to keep your spirits for her barely alive, to keep you hanging on, but like you said the big cut off is coming.