I'm attracted to older men, but they also scare me. My dad was an abusive drunk who hated me for being born because he was 50 and about to enter

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I’m attracted to older men, but they also scare me. My dad was an abusive drunk who hated me for being born because he was 50 and about to enter retirement. He’s been dead for years now and I want to live my life, but it’s so hard and this really nice guy won’t stop pressuring me to date him. I like him; I want to date him. I said I would, eventually. But…it’s so terrifying when he tries to kiss me that I back out. I don’t know how to fix it.

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