I sometimes wish my friends would do something about my self harm and frequent talk of suicide. It’s all genuine, but I’ll cut a bit higher and wear hoodies that ride up on my arm just so they’ll see and say something. S**** for me, though, ’cause we’re all a bunch of repressed guys who won’t say s*** about our emotions. I’ve started to feel like it’s a sign from G-d that I really should kill myself. I think I’d feel bad if I did though, ’cause I think my friends care about me. I dunno.
