So about 12 years ago I was 12 and I had these 2 neighbor girls who were 3,and one day we were alone and they allowed me to finger them, even though it was only for a bit it’s still one of my biggest regrets ever. I’m still haunted by the incident today, I sometimes get anxiety attacks whenever I think about the whole thing. Then a few months ago I contacted their older sister trying to apologize because the guilt was eating me and I feel like I made things worse by telling her, cause she then told her family about it (the funny thing is that she knew when we were younger cause her little sister told her about it but yet she didn’t tell her parents), luckily I haven’t ran into any law enforcement, it could be that I used a fake name and email, but I also just like to think that she just decided to forget that whole thing as I try to, did I do the right thing apologizing to her or should of I have never brought it up to her.