I had been traveling a lot, 4 plane rides in a week. I was looking at a new job so I was in a hotel near it. I tried to go to sleep on my last night. I was asleep for about an hour and I woke up hazy. I had an erection and I was feeling frisky. It was around 1 in the morning and I thought to myself that it would be exciting to maybe open the door for a second while m***********. I did and peeked around. No one was around. I quickly ejaculated on to the hallway floor right in front of my door. Instant regret. I was shaking, and now highly alert and awake. I wiped it up with a towel but I am disgusted with myself. I’m afraid that someone is going to see security footage of that. I don’t know what I was thinking. I’ve been on new medications for about a month and with the stress of moving and travelling I didn’t feel in control. I feel so horrible.