I was kind of aggressive with my hello and now I regret it because he was really cute and I think I’m catching feelings but he’s in collage and I’m in high school so that would be weird but any way I need to get over it and stop crying because I know even if it were possible my anxiety would get in the way

I need to s*** it up and get this sick feeling out of my stomach and to stop thinking about him and his smile

I hate myself