I don’t think I deserve to live. My life has been a sequence of average academic success, and severe social retardation. I hate to say it but social retardation is VERY MUCH a kind of mental retardation, IQ does not define all the types of intelligence that are important for a human being to survive. We’re pack animals. If one of us is socially handicapped, they DESERVE to be an out cast. That’s natural selection. Yes, yes, of course most people reading this will be appalled by my words because they aren’t politically correct, but actions speak louder than words, and if I had to work with ANY OF YOU in a team, you’d very much be frustrated by my mere existence so don’t even pretend y’all care about “all lives”. No one got the time to actually care about all lives, everyone got stuff to do and problems to solve. But it’s wrong to feed to me that I’m “normal” and give me hopes that I’ll be treated normally when I clearly have NEVER BEEN TREATED NORMALLY BY ANYONE. Like shut up with that fake a** politically correct bull crap and just swallow it if you can’t spit the truth. Socially handicapped people DESERVE to die. F*** I can’t get my own groceries without being given the weird, stalky, amused, and sometimes even predatory looks. My parents won’t be around forever. How will I ever survive a job? How will I ever feed myself? They’re all ready to hire me until the interview when they are quick to notice something is “off” about me. The neighbors harass my entire family and call us retarded/insane. It’s like you just automatically are a target for anything and everything if you’re “different”. Life ain’t worth living. F*** all the liars who never even bothered to see what’s wrong with me and I had to live up till now being a laughingstock because my brain is wired different. I should have been euthanized as a child.