I know I am not the only one, but that doesn’t help me. I have a need to s*** men. In high school and college it was always some older guy looking for a b******, but now I am the older man. I have no interest with some college kid, my desire is always fixated on a man who is older 60+, big, preferably an experienced top. I have sucked off men who are exploring their gay side, not my type. I need a man who is gay and a top who likes f****** an older man.

I have no desire for a relationship, no social activity, dating, getting to know each other, I just want to s*** a top to completion, and if he is into it I will bottom for him.